everyday is sinday

After much deliberation, I think I've found the perfect, universal though overdue new year resolution, that is to

(in case you didn't get it, it's smile, not prepare or consume eggs) more! The yolk's still grinning probably because it's oblivious to its inevitable fate. Or maybe it's enjoying every single moment of its precious albeit short life, even upon impending doom?

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You alone do occupy my days and haunt me in my nights
Your company alone, my friend, can make the darkness bright
Your deep brown eyes reflect the endless kindness in your heart tonight
And when we are together, friend, I feel like everything's alright

But I won't make the move to break the bond so precarious we share
I will not get to where I want to be but I can guess what might be there
If happiness was like a glass mine would only be half full
But if I tried to fill it any more then I would've to be more careful

And all that I wanted to know
Is somewhere I feared to go
And I'm starting to wish that I never fell in love with you

Sometimes the days when I am with you makes me feel I'm wasting time
Knowing everything of you doesn't matter if you can't be mine
But everytime I try to pull and tear from the look upon your face
Makes me wannna run back to you and steal a warm embrace

But I won't ever try to get to know this other side of you
For all I know there is no other side and this is the only one that's true
The unknown is a scary place to walk never knowing what you'll find
Will she reflect my feelings or does she have something different in mind?

And all that I wanted to know
Is somewhere I feared to go
And I'm starting to wish that I never fell in love with you.

-anonymous